Life is beautiful

today's chinese test was not tt bad after all. since its all mcqs. its a load off my mind for the moment. shall aim to finish 1 lab report before i sleep tonight. but its already past 12 i wonder how im gg to accomplish this.

its quite scary to see the pple ard starting to mug and revise so hard. and what am i doing? its hard to kick start my engine. and esp when theres so much more i need to catch up =x. so deadd. but im gg to try aniwae. less than 3 weeks to go =x. and 6 weeks to my break =) hope i get assigned to my electives for special term.

i get sleepy super easily.. what can i take besides coffee??

ohya. if u see me on msn trying to strike a conversation with u, please ignore me till 4th may. i think i mite juz break my own promise.

today was a really stressed up day.

but somebody brightened up my day... i mean night.. when i opened my email. how nice issit to be remembered by ur pri 1-3 best fren. and to be keeping in touch with her. omg. tts a hell long of a time. like 11 years ago classmates. and theres a particular card tt i've got from her tt i'll remember for life... and tts the 1 where she wrote on a card (cny i think) 'my sister says u're ugly.... jk' LOL. but at tt time i thot...eh tts true wad. i was an ugly kid to start with... and since my mom used to always tell me tt too. lol.

decided there will be cut downs on msn-s... till 4th may i'll see my frens online again then! and no more 7-10 tv shows.. maybe lesser talking here too.

du shu~

v.nice song. and show.

Only Human from 1 litre of tears.

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness

They say there's a smile waiting on the other side of sadness
What awaits us when we arrive there?

When I started on this journey on that far away summer day
It was supposed to be to chase my dreams, not to run away

If I could only see tomorrow, there'd be no more sighs
Like a boat struggling against the flow
Right now I've got to keep going

They say happiness awaits at the end of pain
I'm still searching for an out-of-season sunflower

With my hands balled into fists, I wait for the dawn
With red fingernail marks and shining tears falling

If I've become used to the loneliness, I'll use the moonlight
And fly with featherless wings
I've got to keep going further

If the rain clouds have parted, the wet road will be shining
Only the darkness can teach us
About the strong, strong light
I've got to keep going stronger

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happy saturday.
nice book we got for becca~
lazy sunday.
messiest group of frens ive encountered.
need ta spend my gv movie money.
times voucher. by this june & may.
and i want to find job + get elective + watch lotsa youtube.

but for now.

STUDY!!

i juz found out bout this really really really stupid msn contact by my fren. its really a stupid idea, where u can talk to this 'computer' and he does reply quite normally... and farnily as well. i must say his creators are quite good @ programming this thing.. though i keep scolding him stupid (he shows emotions) hahaha. but they muz be really wu liao to create this robot thingy.

try out his intelligence by adding smarterchild@hotmail.com on ur msn.

lecture in 30 mins~

i've got a upcoming test next week~ juz as i thot all my tests have ended. laoshi decided to make us busier. this sux. exams are coming.

aniwae, today was late for class for 30 minutes. cuz me & sis were caught in a MASSIVE traffic jam, for about 48minutes, from sembawang road thru mandai till bke-kje where the horrible accident happened. 6 cars involved. 5 in a line. guess wheres the 6th? on top of the 4th car in the row. yes. i mean ON TOP. oh goodness. and immediately after the accident site, traffic was super free and we took only 8 mins to travel the rest of the distance to NTU. fers time we used such a short time to travel such a long 2nd half distance, and fers time we took such a hell long of a time to travel a short distance. sux man. hopefully the pple are ok. the traffic stalled all the way till sembawang road, and on the other side... stalled all the way to woodlands.


oh mans power car.

im craving for chou tou fu.

oh and can i complain about the pc viruses. if u think ur msn has virus, i think its ur pc tt has the virus. i've been getting stupid msn msges from 2 persons who have been linking me to a site. and i was very dumb enuff the fers time to think it was my fren who was 'talking' and clicked on tt link. and i wonder wads going to happen to tt pc i used in library. ntu lib pc sux, they have absolutely no virus protection. and damn. it has my network userid. protect ur pcs pls~

oh dear. wad eva happened to the D drive in this comp daddd??? havent touch this pc for ages. oh dear. wadever happened to my old photos, mp3, documents??

its a really really warm day~ juz as i'm so free on a saturday (with no lab reports to rush out for next week, no tests to study for next week), waiting to get my butt out of the house for a relative gathering or so, theres no where to go~ grr. wrong timing. and next sat shall be the last sat before exam i'll head out. b4 full mugging starts again. argh. cuz exam is in exactly 1 month's time.

i juz lurve the idea of picking ur own presents... save us some brain cells wahahaha. hoorays to becca & shuxuan~

i still am hoping to watch phantom of the opera!! the dates have been extended all the way to after exam period! i want tt 50bucks student price one!!

haha. picture that tickles me
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hahaha. issn't he cute??? he looks like hes on a hunt for food!! i find it hilarious~

no more tests @ the moment =)) though the tests weren't too good.

free lunch @ sbs today =D and there were some celebrations over in the audi by sce as well, so we went over to kope free iced milo as well hee. a pity the queue for candy floss was long.

happy thing: sch ends at 1230 2mr~ hah. but theres electure to watch. beats watching it live. =p

another happy thing: our lab results turn out pretty fine in the end!! woohoo. even better than some others muahaha. this despite the 3 of us being so block-headed all the time thru the prac.

i wanna take special term papers! they deleted the line about limiting only 1 special term per student. so if possible.. i wanna take 2! but tt would mean no total holiday.. hmm. but i guess 1 subject for 5 weeks aint tt bad rite. heh. ive lots of plans for this holidays =D i wan a good-pay part time job this may, and i wanna watch all the good shows on youtube hee~ cant wait for hols! but first. get pass the exams =xxx.

none of our group's practical seems to be turning out fine for the past few weeks. this is really really really bad. bad. bad. frustrating!

super duper stressed out! 1 month to exams =((( 2mr's test, i think i'll do darn badly.

testing lots of my memories =x our course did pretty well overall for the ancient chinese exam. but with the curve, will they be pushing up the standards?

aniwae, haf been watching lots of great scientific (some fake sciences as well) movies these weeks. reccomended are gattaca, outbreak, lorenzo's oil =) lorenzo's oil is a real life story, and the supposedly lead is still alive today. incredible.

yin&yang can be confusing at times. but at the same time interesting to learn. but its only 6 weeks of classes... its super vigourous. and our course pple seriously dont like the seniors intruding our class... they take up our space such tt many of them are forced to sit at the sides. and we're starting to boycott them. haha. kindof mean. we changed the time table from the original of 1 hour class- 1 hr break- 1 hour class - 1 hr break - 3 hr class to become 1 hr class- 1 hr break - 2 hr class- 1 hr break- 2 hr class. if they werent here, we would juz haf 2 hour and 3 hour classes and go home early. they are bunch of troublesome pple cuz they'll go off during the 1st break for their biosci tutorial then come back again, make the 73 of us waiting for nothing. and its so distracting for 50 of them to go out and wait for every1 to come back in again, and 1 hour classes are too distracting cuz they pass so fast. so now tt we changed, the snrs would haf 4 hours straight of lessons.. haha. who ask them to make us stay in sch for another hr.. aniwae another irritating thing is a lot of them are extremely good in the chinese language (if u get wad i mean) meaning, their presence will only push our grades down!!

ayes. and its lab reports again. and last test next week!!

and its goodbye to ancient chinese! today's exam was on a whole not too bad, but the bell curve is worrying.. getting 80plus wont gurantee and A. and why getting an A is so important? cuz getting an B or even an A- will put u yards behind the entire herd of pple right here.

and ya. today is monday. i FORGOT i FORGOT yesterday was sunday. i was holding my books yesterday i FORGOT it was sunday.. and it was jo's concert!! arhhhhhhhh. i forgot to msg her. and i FORGOT the day b4 tt was saturday. and tt was xpy's concert!! and i forgot to msg u too! ahhh.

this week has passed really really fast. and the entire time was juz mugging for tcm. but thank goodness huang laoshi is 1 big nice huge teacher, he aid us in plenty of ways for the exam if not i think i cant even pass =x. aniwae, hes flying back to beijing 2mr~ and he wrote us a poem and a dui lian. and even wrote us a farewell msg haha. glad to noe that he has really great impression of singapore and of cuz his students here haha. but i cant believe in his 20 years of teaching life, wad we gave him was the best present or so he claims~~ and he really value this whole stretch of ice cream sticks strung together with all our words.

aniwae, today marks the start of another brand new subject. basics of tcm... dont really like the teacher... and DONT like the class even more!! i dont like the presence of year 3 biosci students taking this sub as their elective in our class... such tt it has now swelled to 110 pple. irritating!!! juz cuz they haf tutorial classes IN between our chinese lessons so we haf to end like 1 hour later on thursdays.

ok. after watching hana kimi its back to studying for wed's test =xxxxx