Life is beautiful

juz reached home 16 mins ago. came back from singapore conference hall... to watch tjco rehearse for their syf. their choice piece is damn good lahz. the dajiyue was super cool... then the xianyue also very solid.. then their set piece.... hm. today the whole co turned up to watch them perform... unlike them, only a quater turned up to see us rehearse last monday. then i was suppose to try their guzheng, not theirs lah... is they borrow from sco i think... cuz we heard tt it's good... so during their break, went up the stage to try... was a little paiseh... cuz dominating their place... yar. tried. eh. dun like. firstly, its not even tuned to exact note. tts not the instrument's fault. then, it doesn't have much resonance too. so we have decided to use our own =)

hm... these few days have been quite exciting for me. firstly, everything on my mind is about co. kaes... tutorials totally aside. pre-spa only today then start memorising. i think our morale has been pushed up quite high. every1 determined to do well... wednesday we watched a video tt we took during full dress rehearsal... to see where the areas we can improve and stuff... where we can move more or less... our expression stuff... then had tanbo...practice was not too long and tiring in fact. these days the ruan-ers have been quite excited about 'moving' hahahaa... yar.

thursday, another 'exciting' day.... cuz it was half day. the other half - track and field meet. kaes. pon my first lecture this year. cuz every other gal in 02 was also ponning maths lecture. so i cant possibly sit alone rite.. haha. then purposely did tt cuz we all wanted to skip the meet. and noeing it would be difficult to escape later, we decided to pon. initiallly wanted to go out as i thought it was stupid to go home for a few hours then come back for co in the evening, so thought of going out with co frenz instead. budden, they didn't pon lecture unlike us haha... so we were stuck! yups. 1 period be4 the actual lunch break, there were teachers guarding the gates. by then the class gals all went out le... haha. i thot i would have to eventually go for the stupid meet... but hah! thanks to the guzheng i didn't have to! hahaha. cuz we secretly hid in the co room... up there... full view of the field, plus air-con... wahhh vip seat lorz. yups. shuxuan me matthew and fukang were like up there... did za gong for them... hahah sweep the room... then changed all 21 strings of mr tan's guzheng. yar. so should be using his on tues instead of my own... cuz the resonance like betta. yar. fukang took 4 hours to change everything. saw some of the cheerleading groups perform. not too bad lah. then co started at 7 plus, ended at 9.30. so i was like in the room for ard 6 hours. yar.

then today... hm... nothing much about sch... except pre spa.. and tutorials totally lagging. then went to co room to bang at the guzheng to season the strings. hm.. getting used to this 'new' one. =) then at 4 met tanbo to go outing together! really love being with tanbo... crap talk laugh ... ohya and our tee might even be hot pink. hahah. had lots of fun with them today... went to bugis for dinner... then went to take neoprints together! guess wad? 17 people squeezed into a machine lahz! then every1 was pushing etc... and like so noisy cuz every1 were having fun. then the assitants there sux lah... their attitude was horrible lah. they kick the basket into the machine and stared at us.. nvm. then hm... saw mediacorp actress ouxuan and andrew seow... i mean at separate places but still at bugis. then stupid wee liang shouted their names followed by wo ai ni! so crazy hahaha... aniwae, val and company shouted to the gal and she turned to wave back. ayes. didn't see her face... she was very chio and pretty. yupz. then after all our nonsense, went to SCH to watch tj. yups. i think we shock them by turing up in 80 strong. hm... david went along too... ayes so stupid watch tj neva come and watch us rehearse. aniwae, yups.

2mr another outing with tanbo again.. haha. morning got xiaozu then at 5 got da zu. so theres like 5 hours in between. yea. monday would be going back to sch for practice... though its a public holiday.

hm... guitar and harmoc both got silver for syf... volley ball gals and boys team lost in the semi-finals... so they'll be fighting for the 3rd placing. hm.. dunnoe y the volley ball team quite bad this yr. many of them were like totally depressed i heard. ehz. so far heard tt tabletennis and basketball doing fine still. hm. regarding performing groups... hm.... next up would be us! so scary. feeling jittery... scared. ayes. who wont. its ok. we can do it yea!

hm... yupz think i should be going. =)

ayes. i'm gonna fail my fmb common test 2. totally prepared to face single digit mark. ha. tts the result of not studying...actually not really. didn't practice and had mental blocks during the test. nvm. such things wont happen in the next common test... for fm i mean.

aniwae, its 1 week to syf. =x. and i'm really neglecting my tutorials lots. really no mood to do. perhaps i should juz try. pon enabler today cuz i was too lazy to go after the test. kaes. tts bad. haha... really hope things will change after next week.

hm. went to singapore conference hall for full dress rehearsal yesterday. had dinner at 3 plus. brought all tt instruments over there... heard they say it cost 1000 plus to book the place from 7pm to 11 pm. yar. then all our teachers were there... hm.. the alumni was there to listen... and so was tjco there. was quite worried. but still ok. ah.. stressful. but zhang laoshi was so nice...i think her reasurrance is very helpful... hahah maybe cuz shes a teacher. yar.. then they were saying we were not bad... aniwae, it was stressful to noe tt the tj pple were looking and discussing about how we played the set piece. could feel all the pairs of eyes during bar 111. haha. aniwae, we ended at 10.30. reached home at 11.45. took chewy's car home from sch =) if not i'll be stuck haha... cuz bus services ending le. hm. then on our way back to sch we were like so high in the bus... starting cheering and stuff... sugar was especially happy cuz her 'movements' got acknowledge. haha. yar. hm. hope we'll be this high when the results come out next tues!

hm. dun feel like writing already. i muz buck up soon. haha. keep telling myself i can i can.... even brother says so... cuz it runs in our blood =p.

ohya. forgot to mention! today is TING TING'S 4th BIRTHDAY!!!! but we celebrated last saturday le... tts y i wasted the whole day away muahah... didn't get her ani present tough.. broke le..

ah. i'm super tired. almost fell asleep after finishing my dinner. i'm heading towards my bed straight after this.

has been a very busy week. co 4 times a week... almost became 5 times. hm. monday had 2 common tests... gp and fma. surprisingly, i didn't find them too taxing. i went home feeling relax.. ahaha. but hoprfully when the marks are out i dun get a heart attack..nah jk. tues - ohya remembered .. some talk by the same german woman claudia... who went india to help built hospital schs etc. nothing interesting. got xiaozu. not too bad. wed... went home early.... and slept my afternoon away. didn't finish wad i set out to achieve... was too tired. thurs...forgot everything about sch... except i played horribly during co. =x. i was trying very hard to keep myself awake and concentrate. so strange... i realise for me to fully concentrate during co practices, i better be falling asleep during lectures and tutorials... otherwise this is wad happened. today...sch ok. didn't do my fma tutorial... but didn't get caught by ms goh. i thot she'll come around to check and i was prepared to tell her i reached home too late and tired yesterday to do my work. i mean like hello.... i chemistry spa also didn't read lahx. only started memorising and going thru the procedures on my way to sch today. so last minute work.

dunnoe wads wrong with me but i keep doing last minute work...for every tests recently. somehow my tutorials are also pushed aside... schwork has been pushed to become secondary and my main focus is now on co... noe i shouldn't be putting co as my top priority... but juz cant help it... its more taxing and stressful than anithing else... more serious than even spa. ahh.... dunnoe lah. wait till after syf. hopefully i can catch up on my academic work then.

aniwae, chem spa was still alrite today. stinko. got my crystals... co was better than yesterday.
more co 2mr... rehearsing in the hall. must reach sch rather early.

monday will be a rather exciting day. got full dress rehearsal at sch. will last till 11pm. hai. by the time reach home should be quite late... hopefully we can go sch later on tues? pls? haha. dun expect much tutorials to be done next week either. skipping fmb common test on monday and hopefully the test is not on tuesday! if not wads the purpose? i'll still be super tired the next day...ergh.

aniwae, juz reminded me. photo taking next tuesday... aiya.

btw, the ajco-band concert rapsody II is selling out fast. its on the 22nd may sunday 7.30pm. at esplanade. $15 - only 4th level left $20 - 1st level. =) thank goodness we're not forced to sell individually. muahaha. aniwae, doesn't require much help. tjco ordered 68 if i'm not wrong at 1 go... shoots them... took up majority spaces in level 2 & 3 lahz.... and wat they did to us last yr? paid for the more expensive ticket to their concert only to see the backs of the zr pple...ergh. and we had to move to the supposedly lousier seats to get a full view of the orchestra...wah.

aniwae, 11 or no 10 more days to syf.... ahhhhhh. its coming its coming real soon.

hm...we'll be going to ting's house... for the sake of her...cuz they celebrating her 4th birthday which is next tues.so fast 4yrs le... she has grown.... and i still adore her =)

kaes. its bedtime. past midnight. nitez. ohya i forgot to mention something. now peer tutoring is under full control of the exco. no help from the teachers.... hm. hope it'll do well =)

heys. check out the pics i posted below =)

aniwae, havent done my hw and studied for 2mr's test yet... =x.

heys shuxuan, i like ur blogs!! even the gp one is interesting =)

hahaha. little eugene is like behaving like the dog at home. aniwae, facai noes how to 'sit' 'down' and 'up'. =) super adorable. every1 is going googoogaga over him. my parents adore him a lot too!! ohya, he noes where to do his business le muahaha.

brother bought a helicopter thingy.. which can really fly indoors... cool. but kindof unstable.

kaes. gtg.

Dog - Sitter wanted!! any1 interested? pls sms F-A-C-A-I to 613112 

SO ADORABLE!!!!! doesn't he juz look like a toy dog?!!! the apple of my eye! 

facai learning to stand!!  

oh gosh... so cuteeeeee!! i've sacrificed an old pooh for him... oh btw... we didn't force him to hug tt bear... 

wahhhh.... pretty lehz...  

pretty sky =) definitely dad's work 

oh gosh. so beautiful! this is no where else but yishun!!  

hm... today. so many feelings in a day. hai. not feeling very good today. happi sad disappointed excited stress troubled. =x ergh..

got back pw results today. got a band 2 to my disappointment... majority of the gals didn't do well... to be more precise only 1 did well. hm. think the op killed me =x. aniwae, i was rather disturbed by what she said... said something like oh i think those who got a one really deserve it cuz they worked very hard. and could hear tt she was trying to tell us tt she thinks the band 2 pple got tt cuz we did not work as hard for pw... i was like ok...

aniwae, i didn't let the results bother me too much later on. hm... i think 80% got band 1 & 2...tts if i didn't remember wrongly..haha. oops. hm... was chatting to olivia and rf thruout the day muahaha.... even during lessons. so nice to hear from my dearies... hm... rf was at yck... but juz couldn't meet up with her due to timing probs...

hai.. then another thing.. todays olivia's choir concert!! and i feel super bad having to give tt a miss... so its like another sad thing.

shocked to hear a different side of a classmate today too... unexpected behaviour.

then chem period... could see mrs ong was a little disappointed cuz suddenly almost everybody not going to support vaibhav at the wadeva sci thingy hes suppose to present to a big crowd... and she was like quite sarcastic... and i was irritated not by her... yar.

ended sch on time. went to co room to put my bag. wanted to hand up the results slips of the class... got a bad scare. thot i lost 3 pieces of them. thank goodness its at home...hai. at the moment i thot today was totally horrible.

but.... muahaha... going out with my sugar and jean was a different story! had lots of fun talking and accompanying them to j8 for lunch. happened to bump into them and juz got pulled along... i wasn't even given a chance to decide... aniwae, yups... so glad tt i went along.... cuz more happi things came! i met 3 sweet juniors from ijchoir!!! joy cheryn and trudy =) wahhhh so happy... finally so many st nicks i saw some familar faces from tp! they still look so small to me... cheryn trudy already sec4 and joy sec3! hahaha.... i guess i sort of decided for them to dine at yoshi too hahah... aniwae, they got gold for syf... but no honours.. but still happi for them. hai.. they sure did brighten up my day... the next thing i knew i was msging ngian... hahaha....

hm.. didn't really catch up with them cuz was sitting with dawn and jean. aniwae, left soon after. went back to co room to practice... till sectionals start. hm... laoshi was so nice... she bought us chocolates from dunnoe which country she went to... light hearted mood during xiao zu. then aj idol semi-finals was held at 7 plus... then during our 15mins break we rushed to the audi to watch... thank goodness the councillor and ms joy tan was nice to let us watch for 15 mins. manage to watch only the first group... eh.. they kept going off tune. i think they could have performed very much betta. dun think they'll get in. aniwae i hope one person does NOT get in.. didn't manage to see abang perform. had to go back for practice. lian only jiang jun ling. hm... then again the rest of them rushed to watch while some of us headed home. hai.. was talking to dawn.. then i realise how much burden i'm carrying... i'm carrying around 300 points ok. nvm if u dun understand.. but a mistake can kill the whole thing. totally stressed out.

yar so once again i was very feeling moody. wah... sian.

aniwae, all the competitions have started. ajtldds - gold with honours. dance - gold with honours. tennis lost a match to vj. dunnoe about today. soccer lost to tp i heard. hm... dunnoe bout rest. aniwae, yar. stress.

aniwae let me backtrack. yesterday was sister's birthday! Happy Birthday Kakak! muahaha juz learnt how to spell kakak correctly. hm... gave her a esprit bag... which i think its nice... =) and ex. =x. owe brother $$. muahaha. wonderful juz finished the cake toda yum yum. hm... other days were hm... nothing much... except tt i really havent done my tutorials for a very long time. have been devoting my time to the television and plenty of sleep... though it still doesn't help me stay awake during lectures... =x. aniwae, phy lecture is another stressful lesson! every lecture i pray tt he doesn't shove the mic to me to ans his qn! close shave a few times already. i totally dun understand wads hes asking lah. crap.

hm....kaes i'm feeling tired already. and guess wad i bet i wont be touching ani homework... juz st to bed. erase the negative things... and prepare to go for co 2mr morning... haiz. mondy - fma and gp common test. shoots.

having my yummy smabal fish with rice for dinner and watching the nkf show.

my house is crowded these days. highest no. u'll find 9 pple in my house. for the next 10 days... a little boy who is also my new neighbour will be spending his afternoons here... bleh. oh i forgot plus a dog.... 10. hahaha.

aniwae, yea! sold 2 tickets... thanks to amelia.... thanks so much gal!

eh shoots. still got plenty of hw. slept most of the weekend away. must start downing coffee again.

hm... had chem pre-spa on friday. was horrid. hahaha... added too much hot water. crystals was juz powder... hahah cuz i crushed them while filtering. =x. like the first time we r doing the whole experiment... ahh... my fav song =) aniwae, yar. horrible.

hm... had co. eh. tried very hard to play louder... haha... but so hard. sugar left early... but luckily qian qian and co. accompany me on my way back =) this gal so sweet... purposely talk to me so tt i wont feel left out. yesterday co again. hm... still ok.

aniwae, doggie has grown! bigger le. he was sent for grooming... haha become more handsome. hhaha. aniwae, he has grown aggressive too. keeps biting pple. betta protect my fingers... =x.

though hw is bugging me... but have been feeling quite happy these days... =) aniwae, the weather is a little warm... cant concentrate on my work... plus the tv... ahhh... and full of music.

hm... going to have co on monday tues fri sat next week. dunnoe wed got or not. have sos workshop on monday too... chem enabler on tues too... kindof busy this week.

kaez. better go.

has been an hour since i got home. keep reminding myself to get started on tutorials.

hm... so sorry olivia. cant get away on tt day. if not i'd have go and watch u perform. really really. and yar rf. amelia mite be able to get her fren to buy 1 of our tix. and i'm trying to ask her to push her fren to buy more haha. but its only a mite. hm. i'm so sorry too. last minute then back out. i really want to go, but something is tying me back.

aniwae, the weekend is coming again. how fast. hm. tldds got gold with honours for syf on tues. congrats man. abhinav participated in the dance too haha.

tues afternoon pe was cancelled. and the pe dept was suggesting tt we push back our afternoon pe by 45 minutes... quoting all kinds of reason from the hot sun to indigestion after lunch no time to change attire etc etc. then we were suppose to vote as a class if we wanted tt to be implemented.. duh who wants a late pe... waste time.. 45 minutes wont drive the sun away.. but thing is.... no matter what we have voted, the new system is here to stay! exactly like the issue of building a casino in singapore. except tt we voted and it was nothing more but a show. cuz our hod has decided tt we have to accept the fact tt he is going to push it back... wasting a period long of our time in sch... got this info from becca. and seems tt other pe teachers aren't too happy about it too... cuz one of the pe teacher was not co-ordinating well with the hod with the clicking of the slide presentation... purposely clicking to the next slide well be4 he spoke finished. oh well.

hm.. for mass civics watched a movie called the emperor's club...which i thot was quite interesting but rather irritating cuz there was no time to finish the last part. no co tt day so went home to sleep muahaha.

wed.... had pft. yea... silver =) hm. improvements and deprovements. i jumped the farthest in my entire life lah... hahah... and for both tries somemore. kaes. this gonna be the last time i'm doing jumping and stuffs... then sit-ups usual... ipull usual..bad haha. but it didn't matter. sit & reach obviously was horrible but still manage a silver.. shutter run was faster =) left only 2.4 next week... juz run my very last tested 6 laps. and forget about afternoon pe in term 3. =) by then who cares if pe is late.

double periods of fm lecture and double phy. did phy prac for ard 1 period... and the other was discussing stuffs about s'pores edu system with mr ari... hahah. quite interesting.. talked about all stuffs... the new 'Hs' system pearl pts.. the minister's visit... spa... politics... etc etc. then theres something really interesting he talked about... the one on the lunch with mr tharman... and 7 other heads of other jcs. then the minister was trying to find out more about the situations in college... and only mr ari was raising lots and lots of concerns and problems about the system... while the rest of the heads went 'everything is fine... everything is ok'. so now u noe. y students dun like to speak up. look whos heading us in this.

ohya, aniwae, vaibhav is going to send an email on the behalf of our class to the minister regarding our concerns on spa etc etc. waaha... with the support of mr ari... haha... and really writing straight to him and not thru the ministry. i'm extremely curious about how hes gonna reply to tt. yups so tt was an interesting gp lesson with our physics teacher.

had self prac in the afternoon. some real arguements... i mean shouting and critising involved... between a few of us and a exco person. though didn't join in the arguement... but was quite irritated. somehow i feel tt the main problem wasn't the problem... but its the way he talked tt led to a long arguement. wasn't there for the 2nd half of the aruguement cuz i've already returned to the room. wadeva.

hai. today. nothing much. rather sleepy. wasted another 45 minutes doing nothing.

ohya aniwae, mr ari has been praising the tlc camp group a lot... for organising it well. actually... hm... dunnoe y but it seems like a very big fuss. aniwae, they even sent a letter to the p and vp regarding tt... and we got a box of thankyou cards from the little children. haha i can imagine the situation in tlc where the teacher got all of them to start colouring their drawing paper and stuff. aniwae, was rather nice of them.

then maths peer tutoring... hm. havent been really involved due to cca. seems like attendance is getting lesser... but aniwae, its quite a big thing still according to our pd tutor. i think our class famous for all these organising stuffs already. haha.

yups. 7pm time to watch show. shoots lah i missed yesterday's dolphin show... but thing is both shows are clashing! ahhh... and all the nice shows are showing.. shoots. no time to do hw =x.

first. Happy Birthday Rebecca =) Happy Birthday Peiwen =)

1 am in the morning. i'm like juggling so many things at the same time. msging becca. blogging. and the most boring of all. going thru the chemistry e-lecture. its super boring, and i've decided to juz fast forward everything and juz get the notes i want down in my lecture notes. i find the teacher's voice a little dumb as well as irritating, cuz shes like practically regurgitating wads already printed on the notes. still got like half the lecture to go.

has been quite some time since i last touch my home pc. a little busy these days, not really with homework though. hm, with slacking, co and the dog.. yea the dog. havent been touching enuff of my hw cuz i'm busy playing with the dog almost everyday, and like pushing all tutorials to become last minute work. but thank goodness i still can afford to do so. hopefully later in the day i'll complete the neccessary.

aniwae, lessons were a little less tiring this week. cuz basically phy did nothing much. gp dun remember anithing tough... couting the double period which he absent himself from. fma tutorial was already done. me finally being the only student to listen in his class on friday, and i'm damn proud to say tt hahaha... cuz i happen to be stuck at the qn tt he was explaining about. was being very spastic in his class.. i went hm yar arh. yes. answering to wad he was saying. then chem. was nothing again cuz we were the first grp to be 'marked'.

aniwae, wednesday afternoon was our cca carnival. according to chewy we have 28 j1s who signed up this yr. and adding the current j1s in co, we would have a cohort of ard 40... which is not too bad actually. cuz i heard tt choir has less than 20 pple signing. played quite badly tt day. becca went for the balloon sulpturing thingy but wasnt in sch to get 1 of her lovely flowers she made.

thurs, cant really remembered. memory a little fading. ohya. collecting things from the class is especially difficult. i had to stay back after sch juz for pple to hand up things...

friday, not too bad. went for extra pe lesson, actually he wont even notice if we didn't turn up. i short-changed myself 2 rounds... pft next week. =x. i really really hope to get silver... only becuz i dunwant the afternoon pe in term 3.

had co practice on friday evening. our very first session with only the syf performing group altogether. arranged our places according the the actual stage arrangements on tt day. it was freaking scary. i was seated right in the middle... left right back - could feel all pairs of eyes. though i noe they're not looking, but cant help but feel intimidated. plus, i had a pro j1 by my side. adding even more stress. didn't play too well. practice gonna be this tough. less than a month. ohwell. its exactly a month if u ignore the no. of days.

then yesterday morning's co prac, changed the arrangements back to the original position. freaking mafan... luckily i was spared in tt practice. didn't get to my part. phew. yups. we zruan-ers sang becca a bdae song and gave her her prezzie... a pink hat and a pair of pink earrings. hahaha. guess she'll have to muster some courage be4 she wears the hat out.

then decided to go for family gathering... like after how many weeks... yar. and the doggie was brought along. hes growing more adorable everyday. he has learnt to 'sit'. =) and he now recognises his place to mituate. =) sis has definitely done a great job.

kaes. its like 20 mins to 2. finally finished the 2nd lecture. time to go to bed. waking up early for class 2mr... then going to pray to my greatgrandma.... then rushing back home to complete at least 4 homework. i envy shuhui. she even had time to catch a movie!