Life is beautiful

i think after entering uni i start to think im very slow & stupid. oh dear. lol. cant help it.

and last day of the the recess. i havent really finished what i set to achieve. i haf yet to read my bio books, havent gone through previous tutorial answers, havent answered the last part of my lab report =x but at least i've done my tutorials, and hmmm.. got started on that horrible statistics assignment.. which can only make pple like fukang high doing it.

counting down 7 weeks to my 1st two papers on the same day. its so freaking near. less than 2 months =xxxxxxx so dead.

aniwae, my email has been piling up and up and its close to 40 unread mails now. sry i dun even haf the time to go read it. i wish i could.. cuz i noe some of the contents are really good lol. but its time consuming. regarding those emails that require u to send back to ur frens etc etc. hahas sry but i wont do tt =p at least not at the moment.

so dead.

i'm hating maths for once!!! statistics sux. the assignment suxxxx. its worst than fmaths' stats. yuckss yuckks.

stuck with it for days.. some research paper i must critic on.. the stats methods they used etc definitely not my forte. its all computerised and its so damn difficult to noe how they arrive at the values. im so dead. this stupid assignment is graded!!

all reports and assignments SUX.

no fresh air @ home to breathe... the lift construction is adding on to my stress.

i like fir's new songs =) nice.

now i feel like eating pasta after so much discussing bout it wif my dearies lol.

wait. its 4 plus in the afternoon. i've yet to finish the 2 tutorials tt i've set to do today. yikes. infact i've only attempted 1 qn. the 2nd qn juz turns me off. and now my dearies are entertaining me on msm lol with pasta of cuz.

ohya b4 i forget. Happy Belated Birthday Amelia =))))) if u're reading this.

really i haf a love-hate relation with this laptop. its so damn useful when doing tutorials yet so damn distracting. i'll look aniwhere in the internet except my papers infront of me. k. i'll restrict myself frm using the lappy frm now onwards. switch off at 9pm latest =))) full concentration on my work. ohman. how to acheive this.

weather has been freaking warm.

aniwae. had a great time on saturday meeting up with the xiaopengyoumens. we had muthu's curry for dinner.. and had this joker waiter... who joked with us tt the *crackers* were chargable... which infact were not. suppose to be free flow. aniwae, i guess we had a great time listening to haunted stories in ntu's halls etc. which reminds me of hp's room.. wonder how she could tahan so long b4 she finally moved out... after the last straw happened in the common toilet tt is. oh wells. every1's stressing. the battle of dealing with stress. yesh. i believe im right to say im as stress as this time last year. im juz not as scared as last yr this time yet. ohya. we had a wonderful time trying to get the idiotic isqueeze moving. lol. spoilt. and dawn's 'oh so comfortable' expression was damn farnie. and there was a photo taking session with liverpool's captain on the glass wall of adidas. and end up we spent more than 1 hr than the initial intended time to go home. and we lost the 3 infront.

i need new slippers. its wearing off. should get a new pair soon so tt i dun trip & slip in sch.

hm. mz's flying to london soon. starting sch yea. i shall adopt her 'never say die' attitude. =)) hmm seriously i miss having pple like mz & kanav ard me... great help in my studies LOL. but now... smart pple are everywhere.. but such pple... rare.

ohya and i lurve jay chou's new songs too. not all. some.

长大后我开始明白 为什么我跑得比别人快
飞得比别人高 将来大家看的都是我画的漫画
大家唱的都是我写的歌
妈妈的辛苦不让你看见 外面的事不在她心里面
有空就去多握握她的手 把手牵着一起梦游 <= this is nice =)

back to my tutorials.

irritating! i wrote a freaking long entry and... *&^*^* no mood to rewrite. heh. another time perhaps.

looking forward to dinner later!! it means a break frm work =)))))

my gawd. the chair of the sch is 'catching' pple who violated the law by wearing gloves frm the lab to touch ani stuffs outside lab(eg lift buttons, toilet handles etc). so scary.

yippes. friday class ended =) had a pretty long nap juz now. lots of stuffs to do frm today till sch re-opens in 10 days.

sux. still dunnoe if there'll be tests after sch re-opens. =( 1 week is not enuff for studying!!!

things to complete:
- 101 tut
- 103 tut
- 104 tut
- 104 lab report
- 205 assignment
- fmaccounting 8 & 9
- forensic sci online quiz
- check ans for past tuts

7th week of sch. 4 more days to term break. almost 2 months of sch... wan.. u still sux @ bio!

LOL... this is really farnie. i juz learnt tt there was this guy who was in the worst class in sec 1.. then 1 day he got hit by the shot put on the head... and frm then on he top in everything!! goshhh.... and its true.. wahahaha. some1 get me the same shot put tt hit him!! fly it towards me and dun let me discover u if i become more stupid after tt... wahahas.

looking foward to this sat =) meeting up with all my xpys =))

hmmm. i cant seem to finish all my tuts on weekends... gosh. whyy?? and the rest always do =x

ohya. haf been so preoccupied these days.. now there smth important to say here. PERVERT IN SCHOOL!!!!! goodness.. the female TOILET at B1.. right at the end of block N2(lt20/19). my fren was in toilet.. and when she was dressing up she saw this camera phone coming from underneath the next cubicle!! sickkkk. &amp;*(^*%&$^%^ and tt b******* got away. wad a dumb idea to put the female toilet alone right at the end of a secluded walkway. aniwae, the security cant do anithing. safest in sbs. with all tt cctv.

mug time.

no sch today =) but ouch. i accidentally left a long burnt mark on my thigh while ironing.

pretty lots of hw. next week's sch is damn slack. 2 hrs on monday, 1 hr on tues, 1 hr on wed, full blast on thurs, 2 hrs on friday. but but but but but... so many tutorials and reports to pia this weekend. shoot. and there mite be tests coming up after the recess =xxxxx. oh dear oh dear. organic chemistry starting to sux.

jiayoussssssss =)))

only 1 weekend but it feels as if it has been rather long. tiring to be shuttling up & down... but no complains. so much so tt i've been neglecting my work. =x but not too bad. i'll juz have to work extra extra hard... cuz me is me =) wads this compared to tt. nothing.

monday is here again. no lab. lots of free time for me to catch up on my 'due' work. i badly wanna catch up! then off again..

*prays* hope to hear good news... and better and better news everyday.

damn. my bag has been freaking heavy. theres so many things i wanna bring.. but.. heavy! i cant tahan carrying a laptop plus a textbook to sch. but these are materials which are so useful.. hmm..

prelim starts 2mr! jiayouss peeps.

and dawn is back to sch 2mr again. how fast time flies. my 2nd replacement has ended work!

6th week of sch. tts like 2 more weeks to our break... exams are nearing. next up, hand up assignment, lab reports, CAs. =x *prays*

can i be greedy and pray for everything? *prays hard i can* hahahahas.

back to books. wan will make it.

really. my watch failed me.. yea tt 1 tt u guys gave me.

hm... when things are so horrible.. it can only get better rite??

'lost' yet another pen today. the 2nd full-inked pen which died on me. =x good thing: not a pen tt i like... somthing better today?? =)

oh dear. why hasn't lady luck been smiling @ me.. or rather.. why hasn't bad luck go away! i juz lost my eraser... its the big fat pooh 1 ='( not gg to bother finding it.. i've sort of resigned to fate tt horrible things haf been happening. yucks. i've been losing lotts of stuffs... ezlink, contacts and now this... issit me... or issit the month.. hm...

my companion who pei-ed me thru o's & a's.. where r u??

a long long long reply frm mrs is is all it needs to make my day =) even though it mite haf been copied and pasted hahahas.

and i'm not gg to blog about the dumb ambition tt i've been discussing with my ex-sl. hahahahas.

aniwae, thanks to chris, ngian, david for trying to help me solve my chemistry prob... though none was sucessful =x.

uni life sux.. whos the idiots who told me uni life is much better than jc's? i really appreciate my teachers in sec sch & jc now. they are wonderful... no matter how bad their teaching mite haf been.

for the 1st time of my life, i've been doing tutorials frm friday to sunday.. like wow. i've never been so hardworking b4... i'm awed by myself.

why issit i'm starting to feel so exhausted by the things and people around me...some1 take me to the beach to screaaammm

happy birthday yuqian~

juz cleared some of my jc tutorial files juz now to make way for the new subjects i'm taking.. wahh.. 割爱.. painful to do tt.. and i've decided to keep my fma tuts after all hahas.. too painful to throw.. all my hard work though i probably wont ever look thru the sums again.. and i found out tt i lost my physic books!! i probably threw all my tys-es away as well.. hm... really i think i've become stupider after my 8 months of rest... i'm impressed by all the tutorials i've done in the past!! i've actually returned everything to the teachers =p frm AC/DC circuits, newton-rhapson, thermodynamics, linear algebra, complex numbers, geometric distribution, blah blah.. gosh.. how could i haf squeezed so much info into my pathetic brain!!

aniwae, ya i seem to be stupider now... im having difficulty trying to absorb so much lesser info into my brain now... tts after clearing all the jc stuffs hahahas. pathetic~

aniwae, hoho... never imagined... i still need maths in my course! i'm doing statistics tt i've learnt in jc frm fmaths and maths!! thx goodness... something sane out of those crazy bio subs...

hmmmm... they should stop giving us graduate students for tutorial classes... heard the gal next door cant teach!! cant answer their qns, read out ans frm the ans sheet and talks to the board.. oh dear... they'll probably switch tutorial class someday then we'll kena her too!! eeeks.

sigh. its a 6 day week coming up for me =(( waste of time!! 2 hrs on fri, 2 hrs on sat -.-"

kk.. back to my tutorials... havent finished 1 yet!!

weirrd. recently lots of spam in my gmail but not in my hotmail.

aniwae, lots of tutorials and homwork to do this weekend. i've juz wasted my entire friday away... haf been thinking of how to do this stupid lab report with ionic equilibria questions... all 4 of us stuck for hourss since 10.30 =x and its due next monday =(((.

somebody teach me how to find the theoretical pH at various equivalence points when OH-( is added to 50cm3 of H3PO4??? conc of NaOH is 0.075M, no other info given except for the acid dissociation constants. =((((

hm. cancelled my dinner with dawn 2mr... seriously need more time to study =((. its already 4 weeks of sch... going 2 be the end of term1 soon.. its 2 months to exams.

i really really miss watching vcds =x